"Can I do anything? Please?"
No, but thanks.
Aw, that means a lot but I’m okay, thanks.
Nah, but thanks for asking.
I appreciate it, but I’m okay.
This is what I say.
This is how I respond.
I thank them. I move on.
What I need is this,
right now:
An assurance that everything will be fine.
A hand that covers mine.
A soul strong enough to bear a piece of mine,
if only just for tonight.
What do I need?
A way to escape the fear
that is replaying in my head.
I am scared, I am scared, I am afraid.
Everything else is physical.
Everything else is manageable.
And still:
I am scared, I am scared,
I am afraid.
(But thank you for asking.)
It wil be okay.
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